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It seems a lot of my attempts to balance my life is in my head and rarely applied.
I don’t feel healthy.  I do think I need to work on my “diet” (what I eat, not a strict plan of calorie reduction) and also get a regular exercise program going.  We want to start trying for [...]

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I have had such an urge to do yoga lately and am adding to my yoga DVD collection.  I’ve also been do a bit of cardio and strength training.  But I really just feel like doing yoga every day (with some pilates thrown in).
My long term, very future goal is do have a daily yoga [...]

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I think I’ve gained a bit of weight plus my period is starting today.  And I am having a life change start tomorrow that I’m not too thrilled about (but doing it for the greater good that will put the family in a much happier spot – just the initial doing it is getting me [...]

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And that’s my problem. I am stuck in between diet-high-frenzy and just getting to the fucking point of my own personal HAES.
I’d like to be over it now, please.

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Not that I have been hugely active the last few months – but tomorrow it’s been one year since I started this blog.
Have I lost any weight?  Nope!  Have I yo-yoed up and down, like I used to? Nope!
Have I gained a bit of sanity and appreciation for my body this last year? Yup!

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Been thinking about posting.  But not posting.
I am feeding* FA and BA blogs almost daily.  Learning to accept the ever changing feelings about my body – slowlllllly realizing that getting over myself and learning HAES may actually take as long as obsessing over my weight did.
But I really hope a decade is not needed.
*that’s supposed [...]

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Overall, non-thoughts about my body.
Occasional negative ones…
Almost always, redirecting myself from negative thoughts…
But still not treating my body right with nourishing food and exercise…
A standstill…
Yup. Still….

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I am checking in with several of my favorite IE/FA blogs almost daily.  I just have nothing to add.
I sometimes feel like I’m at a standstill but what I really want to believe is happening is that I’m just taking it all in and that will turn something or other into fruition for me.
Poetry here, [...]

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I’m here – not on the diet band wagon and no plans to.  Just slowly (key word) trying to figure out how to eat well while not waking the diet demons.  It’s a juggling act.

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About the foods I eat.  Not in a diet way but in a “I want to feel better, have more energy” way.
Doing a lot of reading and being very careful in allowing the info I read be just that – info – not gospel, not some unbreakable rules that will drive me over the edge.
I’m [...]

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